it's a bit too late la,
but my exam results are rly very bad,
i mean rly seriously very bad,
ppl have their own expectations for themselves
& theirs might have been high for themselves
but when they perform below their expectations, they feel bad,
they feel useless,
hopeless,
worthless,
everything less.
THAT IS when they do "badly"
in terms of their own goals,
well, doing well is not everything & putting in effort is the essence.
when u have put in a LOT of effort & then u do badly,
u feel TERRIBLE..
so so very TERRIBLE.
yup. freak!
ppl have high expectations, the marks they get is low in their own expectations,
but actually the marks they get is good!
& they still feel bad.
i am an idiotic moronic fool who doesnt have a brain
cannot absorb anything,
cannot study properly
& all my efforts go into waste.
so, y do i even bother studying?
well, i dunno!
freak everything!
exams rly suck,
well, if exams dun suck, i suck at doing exams..
i feel lyk giving up on everything
just give up,
dont even bother trying anymore,
& when exams come, i'll still get bad results
but the only difference is tt this time i dont put in any effort,
it doesnt make any difference,
study oso get bad results,
dun study oso get bad results
this whole freaking thing doesnt make any sense to me.
why is there even a thing called exams
when we know tt we would do badly?
i am definitely going to get tt RED slip
& i'm rly very STUPID,IDIOTIC
esp because i'm in anderson
i feel so stupid cos ppl out there are so bloody damn clever
As & Bs are all they get,
they do so well,
& they are still unhappy abt their results,
then, i think i should shoot myself in the head
& with a BANG!
my brain blasts off first,
cos i'm so stupid & there is no use for a brain in a stupid person like me.
brains should only be present in brainy ppl who are clever,
i'm stupid
stupid
stupid
stupid
DHURGA! u are one very clever girl.
i'm very proud of you la..
u have done a very good thing la,
i want to gift u,
i want to give u a TIGHT slap.
a big tight slap across ur face.
if yr friend cols herself stupid,
it doesnt mean that u can do it,ok?
exam fail means, it's not the end of the world for u, pandi!
i really must slap u.
FCUK U LA, DHURGA!
nvm.nvm.
i told her alr.
sorry, i cannot take it alr, must tell her.
tmr u kena slap.
my hse oso have la.
HAVE.
sorry siva, i noe wat happens to you,
but i had to tell u,
i had no other choice
now i feel like **** because i told u.
FCUK myself for doing wat i did.
D told me u cried when G did it.
sorry da, dont cry.
DONT CRY. DONT CRY. DONT CRY. DONT CRY.
please da. dont.
she promised me la, but then she broke it.
tt pandi!
nvm.nvm.
nvm da, i fcuking STRESS now la..
shit. shit. shit.
die!
dhurga, sorry.
i know u wont tok to me alr for wat i did.
but i'm sorry.
it's for your own good ok?
it's bad & i know it
cos i got experience worse frm this.
but, u seriously shouldnt
i dont want you to end up in the same situation as me.
sorry. sorry. sorry.
DONT YOU DARE DO IT AGAIN.
for you, ONE.
yup, dhurga, for you ONE. or do u want more?
nvm.